Champagne Vein

it is your suffering that can make you beautiful
refusing aid you are such a helpless soul
it is not like you would ever make me feel whole
why should i even try? when i already know
you are a wilting flower becoming more vain

i constantly search for your gloomy embrace
and then when i'm done i cant look at your face
how is it that i long to be by your side
and a few minutes later i wish you were gone,
i find nothing in you to take away the pain

i find you obscenely attractive, its true
i also wish you would never come through
to give me an excuse to send you away
why can´t you just give me something to feel
there is something about you from which i can never abstain